playin guitar... (indieband's influence)

I luf the sounds of boneca..it's soft, young and energetic! it's cool. But why it is so hard to get an information, to always update their group..?? is they no longer available? Estrella, Grey Sky Morning, Joanna & Co and Objek Bulat. And end up with trying to playin' guitar (=

It's hard!my fingers hurt so badly and bitter i must cut off the nail. Uh! suxs...and a week after i start to give up.hahaha .. Better listen others .. suit me a lot.

i'm dreamin of car for years. And i hope of good news nex semester.. pls dad.... fulfill my dream..

The final exam counting...first paper on 2/12- last paper on 12/12/09.... huhu

already midnite....gudnite my sweet lover. luf u

in the middle of 3rd sem

Friday's morning..
I got Linear Algebra today, but now im sitting on the comfort chair and staring on my lappy. ups! no! CC's computer...sux! Ok, what suppose i do? Either return to oldest-broadband or maybe apply on bband weekly or daily, or negotiate a treaty with housemate to submit streamyx wifi. uh!
Everything is hold on MONEY!

hm...keep thinking again

The feeling.....

Family, i put them in first. My lufly mama, my great abah, my brothers and a sister. They don't know how much they mean to me. i'll do anything to assure their wants. And i need the forgiven, and understanding within families. trust, loyalty, honest and secrets.

Elderly, the relationship is not going smoothly. The one that rely on is stuck in the middle of love with someone who is nothing and unclear. my brother. yes, he is. Wherever he put his gF in front and member is second and sweet words on covered.

Nevertheless, how great our technology, girls and boys are still treated different. Didn't care how hard i try to get the trust and freedom, i just can't. And last thing i can do is cheating again and again till cheating and lying is apart of living. Is how i survive and grow this old, 22.

And from now on, i choose to be super direct-person. which, i say, i words, i shout all i want. All that keep in here, heart. I will throw the hurt and tenderness, the sweet and sour to make everybody understand and stop threat me with bad and top blliying me.

Why world is so unfair....

Looking for malam lailatul qadar

Once i woke up and on my way to cluz i notice that sun is rises but more similarly to the moon. it's shine very pretty and we can look of it with naked eyes. And maybe yes or maybe not the night o f25 ramadhan is the night that all muslim waiting for??

Eventually my chemistry teacher-she is india and with kind heart said "today's mornin was so diff. Wasn't u realize that?" and I answer, "ousch, maybe yesterday night was lailatul qadar" and she reply " I heard that too" Smile (=

..................I hope i've done good thing yesterday.

And talk bout Raya, apparently 70% of my fren have arrive their hometown including my sweet luf roomate. How could u leave me alone! I still cant go home becoz i have to take my test this morning and its so worth full! ive got full mark for it.. tq Allah ..berkat Ramadhan (=

cluzmate chill'

selamat berpuasa kwn2

sorry-full for the late of updating and wishing Ramadhan for all muslim' friends and member.. How about fasting this year? Have you ponteng yet? me, i already 'raya' 8 days and end up tomorrow. so, today is my first day of fasting again after a long holiday.

About my ptptn that not gonna approve before, i think the dark's day have gone away. And now it is sweet-sweet thing ever after i check my balance in account is RM 8+++. Wow! great! now i can change my old phone that's is nothing against something yg up-to-date, new and satisfied my wants! huh!

And i think of buying external hadisc to revenge the lost. ANd i want to buy original anti-virus coz of pity towards my lappy. it's getting old and cant fight against new powerful virus anymore. and i think of new hair, and new shoes, new dress oh!! too much. People will never satisfied within their wants rather than needs.

hurm.. stop typing bout shopaholic+greedy me. Bout class that full Monday to Friday. bout raya. bout frens..
there's a lot of thing to think of and to take action on. but just get slow and steady (=

:. great day i've been through

Back to UNiSEL

Counting, another two days before i get back there. Just another 32 hours.
I dun know why i feel so unhappy and strains now. I know i will miss my family esp my mum but i dun think this is the exact reason i dun want to be there instead this is not the first time im far away from my family. but why?

Apparently, i have check my last pointer and very very very huge dissapointed! i dun reach my target. Im hoping so much i get 4.00, merely it deduct 0.3 from my aim. Maybe i should grateful and humbly accept the result but plzlaa...only 2 subject i've been carried for 3 month still cant achieve the goal. So how i will persuade for 6 to 7 subject in 5 month later on? And overall of pointer just add up about 0.22. Nothing change!

Arggh!!! it just maybe my effort still not 100%..
but.... stupid!!!!!

broke my promise again

Im about to bring my brother to watch GI Joe film but im in mood of laziness instead i dun take my bath yet so it makes me double lazy. And i dun make anything today. My to-do-list is missing and i dunt have mood or priority to do anything.

I'l return to college on 12 or mybe 13-august-09 with new room and rumate and still cant imagine how suck life could be there and unsure bout new schedule or whatever related on it. Suka sgt ambik x endah!

Meanwhile, i just let the time being .. miss my bF dunno if he miss me or not (=

Be a good girl

Time pass, and i realize im not being a good daugther and kind sister. Growth as stingy and selfish. Throughtout all time i put myself in a first place. I dont let my brothers to open my laptop as they really need since they like to play all over setting and damage some programs. i hate when someones ask my lotion, perfume and anything of mine. I detest sharing! and i think, my bad intense about sharing make me far from 'friendship'. For me, what mine is mine and yours is yours. You dont trouble me and i do same. What should i do. Im ages to be like me, ungenerous girl.

im sorry for being some direct person. It is hurt inside to see stuff use with other person.im so sorry......

lamentation again ... forgive me friend

sebuah kehilangan yang besar

Hari ini semua gambar, lagu, video, game dan installer yang aku kumpul bertahun lamanya lesap macam tu jer. Portable hard disk aku hilang. kat library. aku xtahu hilang ni sebab kecuaian aku sendiri atau kerana kerajinan aku lepak library tu lama2.

Dan semua file2 tu takkan ader penggantinya. Mana mungkin masa berulang. Dan yang paling dikesal kan, gambar2 dengan kawan semua masa diploma. Gambar kami yang sentiasa berubah dari kecil ke besar, besar ke kecil, rambut kerinting ke lurus, lurus ke kerinting, party2 birthday, suprise party, dan semua kenangan ms vacation kat Langkawi dan Genting.
Habis..

Mungkin sekarang ni otak aku masih mampu mengimbas semua gambar2 tu. mengingati dgn tepat wajah kwn saat suka dan duka. Tapi aku tau, satu masa nanti semua tu akan luput dari ingatan. ntah aku masih dpt ingt bentuk muka elin, mia, ilah, zati, fyda, wani, zera, gapo dan ekin. berkuburlah semua kenangan indah bersama ehilangan hard disk aku tu.

Ntah siapa yang ambik. aku pun tak tau. tapi mungkin ader hikmah di sebalik kehilangan sebuah PORTABLE HARD DISK

Kita tak tahu aper2, cuma Allah S.W.T shj yang maha mengetahui segala sesuatu di muka bumi ini.....

New ambition! i wanna be a primary teacher
(^^,)
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